All of a sudden, I think Maybe there is no God. I don’t know what to do with this thought; it’s something I’ve never seriously considered. Okay, say there’s no God, I think, and a strange feeling comes over me. I feel lighter, but I also feel unsteady. It’s thrilling, but it’s terrifying. It scares me too much for me to hold on to it for more than a moment. I shake my head and go back to believing in God.
-Where I am Now?-